I plan on getting trashed tonight…
I suck at talking to girls I like :(
I get so nervous around her its surreal. I can’t even look her in the eyes because I feel unworthy as fuck. I don’t know why I feel like this I’m a grown ass man already. I’m such a pussy when it comes to girls.
I feel so lost right now. I was finally starting to get some traction on where I want to go with my life and shit just hits the fan hard. I understand that I could’ve done better but shit, man. Wtf? All I can do is wait it out and see what happens.